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manic, mixed with obsessive panic, unknown. ...fighting the storm, until I found the calm within, choosing to stay here, for now.....
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I feel the disappointment, that I already sense you have .... no where to hide.....never say you know me when you can not see behind the smile, and feel as confused as me.
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memory
Hoping that you somehow know how much I love you, and knowing you don't.
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I feel like doing a little writing therapy....I haven't mentioned this in my journal yet, one of the reason's I was gone so long was because at first it was depression, I've suffered from this for years,and after 20 years my doctor finally diagnosed what he believes is the cause of my depression, which ended up being bi ( Read more... ) -
This is My Life Stuff:
Question? Do I feel sorry for myself? Why am I asking this question? Do I really? What am I feeling, I don't know....can that even be possible, I'm starting to question myself, my worth, and I know this I can not do....and doesn't everyone at some point feel sorry for their-selves, or someone else in this case and if that person is a loved one are ( Read more... ) -
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I just want, maybe even need, to start writing again, I can't explain or try to explain what the h*ll is going on in my head, I do know...I am alone, yet I am not alone, and I know that doesnt' make any sense but, to me it does :). I have no support place, people or anywhere I can turn. I wonder what that means...one I know I'm a complicated person ( Read more... ) -
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Deactivated my facebook acccount, needed somewhere where I'm not known so I can express myself; it's been a while since I have been here, last time was when my sister died in a house fire, I cant' say in words how messed up I've been in these last years, she died in 2006 and that was the last post I made on here I believe. Anyway I plan on ( Read more... ) -
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I'm a procrastinator, this I have been all my life, so instead of using all my energy putting myself down, I have decided to give in and find answers, if that's what you want to call it, and give tips and words of wisdom (Your really not expecting to much wisdom, are you ( Read more... )