I love her dearly
But she texts me and says, "Whenever I think of you I cry, because you're leaving us," and I think: Would you rather I be in despair?
I'm sure she's drunk, so I won't respond. But.. in some abstract way, it still hurts a little. To be guilted, regardless of feeling no guilt, is in itself an awful thing.
I'm sure she's drunk, so I won't respond. But.. in some abstract way, it still hurts a little. To be guilted, regardless of feeling no guilt, is in itself an awful thing.
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But when one feels like they can't get out and live their life in the most of ways, they always seem to reach out and try to hold everyone else in place at their side so they don't feel quite so alone while everything else changes around them. Still no guilt to be had in that.
One thing about you, Nikki, that I've ALWAYS loved is that you're not afraid to just go and fucking DO it. I'm sure you know how many people here were all, "Oh, Nikki left us, I guess she had better things to do," (namely Chris and Krystal) and I could remember them getting pissed off at me on more than one occasion when I told them "You're only bitter that she left because you're still stuck HERE."
And that's all it is. I love you woman.
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