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So a friend I know is generally an ass, let's call him Patrick. Naturally, after a while I lose interest, and stop being like "LOL I WANNA HANG OUT WITH THAT GUY," despite having known him for about three years. I'm not throwing him off the face of the planet, I'm just...disinterested. It makes sense to me, but another friend of mine, let's call him Aaron, seems pretty butthurt over this, and is telling me to be the better man and take it and hang out with him.
...wat.
[IM conversation]
Parker: So he can be an ass, but I can't?
Aaron: He is an ass.
Parker: And you can be an ass, but I can't?
Aaron: I am an ass. You aren't.
Parker: O rly?
*Parker signs off*
HURR I'M SO KEWL. But no, he was just prattling on with bias, and I wasn't getting anything out of the conversation, so I know where to walk out. I'm not IGNORING Patrick, I just don't really CARE. He's like extended family to me, so I care ABOUT him, but he's like the sibling you don't really wanna hang out with because they're rude to you and punch you all the time.
Getting that off my mind, I really need to get better at writing. Jeez, some random guy in my English class showed me his introduction to a synthesis paper on James Joyce, and it was ten times better than anything I've ever written. I've got a lot of work to do. ...Oh hell, this is a thoughtdump, let's be sincere:
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK.
Alright, that's better.
I'm finding myself losing a lot of time while listening to music, as I listen to ENTIRE ALBUMS AT A TIME. Listening to Coheed and Cambria, I can barely remember which songs are what. It's like one massive song.
Thinking about it, I don't consider myself an artist. An artist would be someone who concentrates on their art as more than just a hobby, I'd think. A profession, yeah. But I just doodle without trying to get amazing. I just scribble little things to give me ideas on what my characters in my writings might look like (I still don't know why all my thoughts are "animated," but it works for me, since I can't draw realistically with my current skill). Which reminds me, I'll have to post some doodles here.
Kid Icarus is a very hard game. SO. FUCKING. HARD. I think I'll never be able to look at an eggplant without screaming. I think I got as far as 2-4 before stopping for a while. That was definitely 500 Wii Points well spent.
Well, someone's at the door, so that's enough of thinking.