ok im in love with the new taking back sunday song. bonus mosh pt. II.. :)

i wanted you for nothing more than hurting you for what you are

ahhh... july 27th is SOOOO far away! i better not be camping or ill be angered.

as for now im gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder

having emotions is a lot of work. i was thinking about how simple every trial in anyone's life would be to overcome if we never felt love or hatred or jealousy or anything. if all we ever felt was neutral ( Read more... )

you never made me happy

wow what a long day. well i stayed up till one last night to celebrate mothers day with my mom, then i woke up this morning and we went to target and i got three new cd's (every time i die, yellowcard, and rooney). oddest combination but ::shrugs::.. um ( Read more... )

ok so if its bold i HAVENT done it.. and if it isnt bold i HAVE done it

I never have kissed a member of the opposite sex
I never have kissed a member of the same sex
I never crashed a friend's car
I never have gone to Japan
I never rode in a taxi
I never had anal sex
I never have been in love
I never had sex in public
I never was dumped
I never shoplifted
I ( Read more... )

today was really nice. it wasnt to bad, but not tooooo great either hehe. just... normal for a change. kerygma :)! i cried.. it was probably the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me. and brenda grabbed my hand. i dont think i should be that blessed. its amazing how one club can affect you're entire life. how one friend can. and to anyone who ( Read more... )

ok first of all ( Read more... )

ehh im tried. being stuck at the mall till 9:45 at night because you missed the 8:32 bus because it DIDNT SHOW UP! is sucky. ::shrugs::

my head feels like it should break in two it hurts so bad. and yea.

im in serious need of new cd's.

oh nuts tomorrow.. present and all that nonsense. im working on it ( Read more... )

ehh... just had one of those 'realization' moments.. and it's bugging me. ::shrugs::

night everyone.

i feel like nothing again, pretending not to care, but i care.. dont say another word. our time was worthless, and i tried.

i feel like a fake
-me

man... haha.. i didnt realize how ugly i looked today (just like everyday.. dumb pimples) haha.. um.. lets see ( Read more... )