I've been doing quite well. And then suddenly not so well. It started when my dear little boy cat had to go to foster care. And was then diagnosed with kidney failure and had to be put to sleep. He was 7 months old only.

I was forced out of the job I enjoyed into one that is boring as all hell because someone who I thought was my friend stole credit ( Read more... )

I am really really really happy at the moment. I am happy being single and don't want to not be single . I love my job , I love the people I work with, I have the most amazing cat, I am finally finding my voice with my music, I am going to New Zealand for three weeks in October to tour with a friend, my favourite band reunited, released an EP after ( Read more... )

So I've been shit for months, I finally snapped and confirmed what I'm sure most people have noticed, I sought help, and I'm sure there will be a fairy tale ending (one day if ever a princess should ride into my life but until then I have pretty little blue and white pills).

What's really exciting is the fact I have three overseas holidays to plan ( Read more... )

From last pay day I have directed half of my salary directly into one of my loans. The move was inspired by my boss and a colleague. If I can manage to adjust my style of living to the newer, significantly less amount and keep it up I could be completely debt free in 18 months. Which would be such an amazing feeling. It will also demonstrate to me ( Read more... )

I had such an amazing weekend last weekend that I'm still on a high four days later. I'm feeling incredibly confident in myself and unconsciously and without effort identifying that I'm a pretty awesome person and my life right now is pretty damn good.

I'm just waiting for the crash.

So last weekend I had drinks with a friend on Friday, went out ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is back to work after 14 days off. Doesn't feel like I've had a break and I am not looking forward to going back. Mostly because it's boring at the moment and I want to immerse myself in my music again.

I have a feeling that if I can just write that one song that rings truer than anything else in my life, the one song that bleeds my ( Read more... )

I went out yesterday with mates I haven't seen in six months. A lot has happened in those six months. They both got partners, I quit smoking, our other friend cut them both out and moved interstate, I switched jobs (again), and tony won the election (or Rudd lost it, depending on how you look at it).

It was good to see them. I was surprised by how ( Read more... )

I can't remember my password to login on the site and it won't let me respond to comments. But I saw them and thank you - it actually meant a lot.

Life is a bit of a roller coaster ride at the moment. I have days where the vibrancy of the landscape around me and the kindness of people makes me positively beam about how wonderfully beautiful the ( Read more... )

So following my de-codeination, I also detoxed myself off caffeinated energy drinks. I had a week of holidays where I travelled to sunnier states to see friends and literally spent the whole time sleeping on couches, floors or wherever I was. I was definitely not the life of the party, unless by life of the party you mean unconscious person people ( Read more... )

I dred to know what the inside of my body looks like. Months of over-caffeination being countered with medication and sleep inducing painkillers. I went through the bathroom today and threw out all the empty packets I've been hoarding. I wish I hadn't counted them. 180 individual bite sized gifts from pharmaceutical heaven have been countering the ( Read more... )