Im totally freaking out right now. One of my best friends dad just died at work. He had a heart attack and the doctors dont know what caused it. I can hardly breathe, hes tweaking out, thinking its his fault his fathers dead. We're waiting till Sebastian (his boyfriend) gets home. ANd..omfg. Im in tears right now. Hes already cut himself. And if ( Read more... )

Went to Brandys last night. I had fun. I'm glad I went. I gave her a blown up condom as a present. It was lovely, really it was. But I think Bekkah might have tried to take the credit for the condom idea. Oh well, I really dont care. It was my last one, and I used it becuase...I..could. Anyways...Dempsey was great, as always. Burning Love Letters ( Read more... )

 My dad went to the hospital today to see uncl Mike. Hes not doing well at all. Uh...

I might go to Brandys party tonight, doubt it though. I dont like many of her friends, but its okay, the feeling is mutual. Cant wait to go back to school, just another fucking year full of mocking and rivalry with the lackwits from Terre Haute. Some people are ( Read more... )

Ugh. I was updating about an hour or so ago and I had to get off because of the storm. Now I cant get back on my setting on this computer, so I'm using my dads, just so I could get on Yahoo, and thats being a bitch. Ugh. A tree fell down in my front yard and just about hit my truck.Well...half of it fell down in my driveway and the other half in ( Read more... )

I've actually made a slight dent in my book. I finally sat down and read it. Although I'm only on page 100, but I was busy today. Anyways, I've been working on my writing alot today also, but I doubt I'll get very far with that either. I never do.

My poor pigs are getting so fat, and if I dont separate them soon, they'll have more pigs. Every 16 ( Read more... )

I'm in a good mood today. Actually, I'm almost giddy. Dont ask why though, I wont ever have a good enough answer ( Read more... )

The Birthday Massacre ( Read more... )

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

Ooh. Im in such a good mood today. I just love being happy. It comes to me as a rare thing lately. I'm beginning to think I'm bi-polar.

1 day, 11 hours, 29 minutes, 4 seconds. Till HBP comes out. HUZZAH! Im so happy, its not even funny, but of course I have to get through the last 300 pages of OotP first. Nellie, this book is supposed to be at ( Read more... )

 
I have A GUY. . . .

who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me.

hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.

a pretty boy. but not so pretty that i feel akward.

someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy.

someone who would sing to me at random moments.

who would let me ( Read more... )