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Refreshing
After one terrible day and one mediocre/passable day, I think that today is going to be my good day. Though I didn't wake up at 6:15 like I wanted to (I slept through several strategically timed alarms all the way up until 6:58, actually), I did wake up by 7, go to the gym, get back, shower, and buy fruit and veggies for my lunch later. For now, ( Read more... ) -
Had a bad day again...
It is 11:00 pm, and I have yet to start my homework. Why? Because today sucked. I thought I was over these bad moods. I thought things were getting better. But really, it was just being pushed away, not gone forever. Over break it wasn't an issue because what was there to set it off? Nothing. Just friends and family and relaxing. I got a little ( Read more... ) -
Because I was tagged...
A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".
1. I am a little OCD about making sure things are locked/unplugged. I will check my door to make sure it is locked before bed/when I leave at least two times.
2. I hate writing ( Read more... ) -
Masking up for the night!
I know that it's stereotypical and shallow and shows just how little self confidence I have, but I seriously feel 100 times better about myself once I've put on makeup, and I'm totally okay with that fact... as long as I never run out of makeup ( Read more... ) -
School days, school daze...
My first week of classes is already over. Thanks to the ridiculous fact that most of my classes are only available Tuesday/Thursday or one day a week for three hours at a time, I managed to not have any Friday classes this spring semester. That's pretty nifty, I guess, though I would much rather not have all of the night classes that I do now. Such ( Read more... ) -
Almost the end of winter break...
Last night was probably my last night of seeing friends before I go back tomorrow night. I don't want to. I don't I don't I don't. I always feel terrible admitting that, because I do love my friends from college. I do miss them, and want to hang out with them. And if we could all just go back to State College for a month or something and hang out ( Read more... ) -
It's the insanity that's keeping me sane, I think.
My friends are crazy. They'll do anything at any time. They can take the most mundane of topics and make it ridiculous. The inside jokes are limitless, anything can be a reference or innuendo, and they could make fun of me for hours and I wouldn't even think twice about anything being in bad sport. They're a diverse group, they're a fun group, and ( Read more... ) -
Changes
Every once and a while I get fed up. I get tired of the ruts I've fallen into. I get angry with myself, with the fact that I never change, that everything is just the same, over and over and over and over. That I'm never going to get better, be better, make things better for myself or anyone else. I get frustrated and upset, I feel like I'm not in ( Read more... ) -
December 27th, 2009
I guess you'll have to wait until after the New Year's for my yearly 'everything I'm going to change except I'm not really I'm just going to talk about it and then never do anything about it' post since I'll be at the Capital One Bowl on New Years. I'm going down to Orlando, FL with the Penn State Blue Band from the 29th until the 2nd, so I won't ( Read more... ) -
New new new new new
I don't have much to update right now. I'm going through a weird time right now. I have some serious highs, but some serious lows. I'm not sure what dictates my mood any more. I am having a great break, really. Seeing friends, hanging out, Christmas was fantastic. I don't deserve the new MacBook Pro that I got today, I really don't. I haven't done ( Read more... )