So I endure, I grow.

[belovedstars]

So I am almost finished with step one of my self enforced renewal plan. I got my bed...which is urrrr god...queen pillowtop - it's like a throne. I got my black and burgundy sheets. I did get my black metal canopy bed, but it was banged up - so michelle and I have to return it. I still have more to get for myself

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[lesbianeyecandy]

I think everything that has happened between us since October has just been plain silly. I mean we were once close, best buds, and I guess I let myself believe that there was, I guess at the time I felt like I was recieving mixed signals about a lot of things --- well that doesn't matter now. All I want is my friend back. My best bud, my partner in crime. I know a lot of shit has happened negatively between us, things were said, and actions were made out of anger or revenge. I can't take those back and neither can you. I guess in "the end" I felt asthough you weren't the "jennie" I once knew, but then again I wasen't the same person you met at college square either. Times change, as do individuals. So this time I'll be the "mendor" so to speak. I'm tired of fighting, especially over things that cannot be controlled and even aspects of our lives that are over. I'm not nieve by any means to the fact that we cannot just "snap back" to the kind of friendship we once had, for obvious reasons we both know. But I would be willing to try and

[belovedstars]

Will do...sometime... but right now...I am so so so so tired. I am sure you can understand. PLus liek this hurricane bullshit... blah blah blah...
Anyways I will call you sometime... tomorrow - or monday night. If I have cell signal with the storm.