My mom is downstairs threatening to move to New Hampshire. I wish she would ( Read more... )

Why is it that any place seems to be more fun than Columbia? I went to Charlotte Saturday night to a party with Grace and everyone there seemed to be a lot more interested in getting out and doing stuff than in Columbia. Maybe I'm not hanging out with the people who want to do things. I am very apprehensive about calling people to hang out that 1)I ( Read more... )

I made a fool of myself and all I could do was sit there and tell him I didn't take it personally. I had assumed certain aspects of our relationship would never change, but I was wrong and I am grateful this morning that he was the one to end it and not me. It's not easy breaking past habits and even harder breaking ties with people, but a ( Read more... )

Waking up at 7, to be at training for work at 8, only to be sent home at 7:55 for wearing the wrong shirt, pisses me off.

I suppose I could go back to bed now.

I thought I would share with you my favorite little munchkins. Meet Jared (age 4.5) and Deirdre(age 1.5) Witt.

( they are cuter than you )

It appears that no good deed goes unnoticed or in my case goes without someone hating me. I am disappointed with my "friends" and more disappointed With the fact that I have once again fallen into the trap of getting involved in drama filled situations ( Read more... )

the loneliness creeps in and takes hold of whatever good feelings i had earlier in the day. the strange quiet of the house with an uncomfortable stillness in every room that grasps at the hot stagnant air. the vents hum at a eerily constant pace. the carpet under my feet is neither soft or coarse, just there as a reminder that I am once again ( Read more... )

Yes, I used a Matchbox Twenty reference as my subject line. Deal with it. I dont know why I am updating. I have had a good day, eventful and long. After a restless sleep its nice to spend time with my mom and have her spoil me which I am completely undeserving of. I went to a show with Kelly and hung out with the band that played and it was fun. ( Read more... )

I had a good evening. I went with Kelly on random shopping ventures where neither of us bought anything, but it was fun to just look around. Then we ate at Blue Cactus and the tofu stick things were surprisingly good, much better than the time I ate there with Christian. We proceeded to attend the acoustic Heist show over in north east and I am ( Read more... )

My sister was in an accident today. She ran off the road, flipping the car, to avoid a squirrel. She has bruises all over her arms and a little black mark by her collar bone and eye. The car is totaled, but all I keep thinking about is how she could have died. If she had been going a little faster, if it had been raining as hard as it did earlier, ( Read more... )