things not to do for 100, Alex. Let's see. Well, first of all, on the night of Saturday last shady birthday activities were taking place... I felt a tiny bit guilty about being present, but even more happy to be seeing the people I was with. It had unfortunatly been some time. So drinks were had, and in my case, too many... because before you know ( Read more... )

It's so funny how no matter what happens in my life, I always find myself reaching for Scarlet's Walk by Tori Amos....

strange ( Read more... )

So... I feel like Ive been slacking on my party updates. Two or so weeks ago was Tiesto's in search of sunrise 5 bloack party... possibly one of the greatest ever. LeAnn, Ben, Katie and Angie and I all headed up in search of dancing and drinking all night, and it just so happens that we met just that upon arrival. All of Landsdowne street was shut ( Read more... )

seriously trying to do the right thing here. I'm looking into my crystal ball and viewing my future, and how one always talks as if one is not there... if you are not there to you, why should you be to me, and why carry on getting more and more over my head when the clear thing to do is quit before you drown ( Read more... )

Ugh, rough night, not gonna lie. Honestly, no particular train of thought or reason for this, but really... I have this whole life planned out, a few jobs that keep me busy as hell, and a whole shit ton of friends that rock my world... however ( Read more... )

"With all my black little heart..."my tummy is a topsy turvey mess right now. I wish I wasn't so tired, I'd go to the gym, go for a walk or start writing something or other... I've got too many things on my mind and not enough time to just chill out and decide what to do rather than putting everything off ( Read more... )

It's so funny how many times you can hear someone say something in plain and clear english, and just *not* hear it. No, I won't believe that. No, you don't mean it ( Read more... )

I had this whole entry typed out, this whole long thing that pretty much said all I needed to say, everthing I felt and how much I love or hate those who walk in and out of my life... the stupid people I let get away with what's left, the stupid people who believe me ( Read more... )

And all I see is you...
And all I scream is for you;
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me....So... I've been busy, not gonna lie. Picked up a new job for the summer, not happy to be ( Read more... )

I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears....Each day moves us forward, presents us with new choices that shape the day, the month, the year.... we can take the easy way, the hard way, blah blah, upwards and onwards. sometimes you come across paths that you think look familiar, roads that have the briars beaten down already, clearly marked ( Read more... )