im sorry im just dumb ( Read more... )

I like this song

well i was just having a discussion with ruth. We were talking about drinking and things like that. I dont know i think it might have left me more confused then when i started talking to her. i mean she suggested that i drop my friends that drink because they have a bad influence on me. but i think its jsut wrong to ditch my friends even if they ( Read more... )

i did something two minutes ago that i havent done for a very very long time. i said a prayer. and while sure you say one for dinner sometimes and close your eyes and say "amen" at the end of a prayer led by a pastor in church, but no this was a real prayer. and although im not sure if im totally sold on the idea of christ and god and everything ( Read more... )

im at school and we're supposed to be doing work but i couldnt fiure out what we're supposed to be doing so i thought i would do something to occupy my time so here i am. tommy is coming over later tonight i guess because his parets are giving him a bunch of crap so i guess he just needed to get away. until then me and nathan are hanging out here ( Read more... )

hmmm so anyways slow day sorta. trying to figure out sumthing to do this weekend cuz i guess im actually staying here this weekend instead of going up to the cabin. so call me if you got an idea or just comment or something. yup well i flippin got on dedicate live so im happy about that. of course no one important saw it...........ahhhhh ( Read more... )

i now have 666 songs on my ipod........freaky

well idk too many things are making me mad. lets see what is it today . alesha. my dad. school. but whatever its not worth complaining over. we can spend our whole lives telling ourselves what a crappy life we have and all to what point? we can sit here bitching about everything and that doesnt make anything ever better. but its like i wonder ( Read more... )

well i just got back from church about an hour ago, now im just kinda sitting around listening to zeppelin and getting ready to go to the mall in k-zoo i think. well idk if i am now cuz my dad is just sort of sitting around watching the history channel as if he'll be there for the next couple of hours. but then again idk he was kinda pissed cuz ( Read more... )

I'm sick, well no im not, i just used that as an excuse so i could run down to the store and buy 3 red bulls