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Sep 26, 2005 23:01

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anonymous September 27 2005, 04:38:26 UTC
I give good advice that I have a hard time following myself.

Porn has helped keep my sanity intact during long dry spells.

I feel unworthy of people I'm interested in, and even if the interest is reciprocated, I worry it's just a matter of time before they realize what a lousy catch I am.

My faith in myself, God, and the universal order of things has been shaken lately, but I refuse to abandon it. There really IS a point to our being here, and it's not just to exist. I just have to remind myself of this and not forget it.

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anonymous September 27 2005, 13:38:30 UTC
What is the point to our being here, and it's not just to exist?

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bemyloverboy September 27 2005, 14:19:06 UTC
hrm, well i listen to a lot of what sylvia browne says...and once she wrote that our point to being here is to experience for God, because he/she was born knowing everything - but without experience. so i guess that would explain why we have to go through all the heartache and why this world is such shit sometimes, because everything can't be rainbows and sugarplums if every emotion, every situation, needs to be experienced.

also, i think life seems more purposeful when you're in love. it's not just about you anymore. same thing with kids.

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bemyloverboy September 27 2005, 14:15:06 UTC
porn is essential.

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anonymous September 27 2005, 18:48:46 UTC
what if you feel like you don't believe in anything anymore?

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bemyloverboy September 28 2005, 01:13:39 UTC
i think everyone has a point where they don't believe in much of anything. maybe it's part of being a teenager or growing up. you just see and witness and experience so much negativity in the world, that you want to curl up in a ball and forget that it exists. how can we believe in anything if so much of this world let's us down? i guess the answer is faith.

maybe it's okay to believe in little for a while, cuz sooner or later you'll come around. everyone always does.

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anonymous September 28 2005, 20:01:56 UTC
why do you assume I'm a teenager?

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bemyloverboy September 28 2005, 20:15:21 UTC
i didnt.

'being a teenager or growing up.'

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anonymous September 27 2005, 18:51:38 UTC
You were wild
Where are you now?

Give me more
Give me more

I have to learn to let you crash down
I have to learn to let you crash

You were wild
Where are you now?

King Solomon's Mines
Exit 75
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive

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bemyloverboy September 28 2005, 01:14:44 UTC
i wish i could find that song.

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anonymous September 27 2005, 23:28:31 UTC
I used to have a crush on you a long time ago. I still think that you are a really good-looking woman.

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bemyloverboy September 28 2005, 01:15:06 UTC
this made my day (and it's been a really shitty one up until now).

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Your Own Depth. anonymous September 28 2005, 22:42:03 UTC
Upon a time, once ago all streams seemed to lead to your river,
but now that shallow forked path has merged and carries me to the ocean of more dreams with less fish.
Sometimes i feel like I'm drowning, when all I need to do is stand up and find that the water is only knee deep.
Then again, some people can drown in knee deep water.

Including me.

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