eclipse of the heart

[bemyloverboy]

i'm listening to a lot of dave matthews and thinking about my life, my decisions, the secrets my heart whispers to me; telling me not to look, not to cave, not to collapse. i've had to say so long to my heart for a little while. it was peer pressuring me. it was like a drug i was addicted to. i would listen to it, and it would temporarily make me

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[anonymous]

I read this because I secretly hope that everytime you write you will mention my name.
I am 21
I am straight (this question is slightly irrelevant)
I was almost murdered by a serial killer when I was six.
I am in love. I talk to God. (that's two things, sue me)
I love you because you are one of those people that knows the truth. You are connected and keeping your mind open doesn't frighten you.

[anonymous]

I read this because you are a great writer.
I am 21.
Straight.
I talk to ghosts in my sleep.
I often think about what I would say at peoples furnerals but want to die before everyone else does.
Who says I love you?

[anonymous]

I read this because if I didn't know about you, I think I might die.
I'm 20 years old
I'm actually a bit of both, and I love shocking people by telling them.
I live in a haunted building. It used to be a convent (for nuns) and one hung herself in a meat locker downstairs in the basement. I pass that locker every time I do my laundry.
Something that no one knows is I actually like Ani Difranco.
I love you because you're a gorgeous human being who I miss like my own heart is gone. I love you because deep down, I think you're a missing part of me.

here you have it.

[anonymous]

I read this because I need to know what you're doing/thinking/wanting/missing/needing/etc..at all times.
I am 20.
I am straight.
I watched a canada goose get blown to smitherines, because a dumb kid was chasing it on the side of the street.
I sometimes go through these moods where I feel like nobody knows me at all. I feel like sometimes i hide so much, but not intentionally, just because most people are too selfconsumed to ask me how i am. I feel like i try too hard sometimes to help or listen to other people, when they give a shit what's going on in my life.
I love you because you're the sister i never had, and the best damn friend a girl could ask for. I think we're as close to being twins as you can get, without being related and looking the same. (sorry, im no good at anonymity)

[anonymous]

I read this because your entries remind me that everything doesn't always resemble hell.
I am 18 years old.
I'm pretty sure that I am bi-polar.
I attempted suicide once in my life.
When I was in grade six, I fooled around with my neighbour, because she wanted to; she lives on the corner of my street.
I love you because you are the only one who appreciates anything I say...you understand..
because we can talk about virtually anything..
because we act like little girls whenever we are together..
because you eat whipped cream and green beans at the same time..
or maybe it's because everything always fit together since before I can even remember.
We're lucky.
Do I need a reason?

[bemyloverboy]

i'm tellin ya, whipped cream + your mom's green beans = heaven.
you'd think i was pregnant with all of my weird cravings.

i love you.