I just talked to my ex. I fucking hate talking to her. I can't believe at one time I couldn't wait to talk to her and just hear her voice. She's such a fucking bitch, why did she have to bother me? Just conversing with her makes me depressed now. She has no idea why I'm mad at her. Lets think, well first you fucking told me you never loved me after ( Read more... )

At some point in time last year I had a band put together, we were called The Unheard Of. The band consisted of just three members, myself and Sofiane Meliani on guitar, and Max Campos on drums. The band practiced just about every week until one day we stopped suddenly. Conflicts with Max had come to a head and then we could no longer practice at ( Read more... )

I'm tired of stupid-ass "straight-edge" posers. Wow, that's really great, you're living a drug-free lifestyle, good for you, too bad you're drawing Xs on the back of your hands and being a fucking narc. Lots of people live drug-free lifestyles and don't need a little club to belong to. I do drugs, that doesn't mean I am a drug addict or I do them ( Read more... )

One of my goals for the next five years is to learn to master the piano, guitar, and bass. Now I've dabbled in piano and keyboard pretty much all my life and I have been playing guitar for a year now. In order to fully achieve this goal I will need to purchase a bass guitar which is why you see the picture below you.

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I've been on edge for awhile now, I don't know why but I just have a lot of bottled up anger from last year and all that bullshit. I am sure that if I were to run into a bear in the woods I would most likely beat the crap out of that Smokey-bastard. Life is confusing and miserable and weird and great and I don't know what to do. One day I'll think ( Read more... )

On the train home from work I made the conclusion that many people have pointless lives. It's not that I haven't thought of this before, it's just that I think about this a lot. Most people don't talk about important things, they talk about which finger their ring would look best on or they talk about some bitch that they dislike. To some people ( Read more... )

Well school is coming closer and that can't be good. I'm not really looking forward to seeing people again, I'm fine with the select few I've seen this week, but it won't kill me to talk to people again I guess. I guess it has become cliché to say "this vacation sucked" but it kind of did. I don't know what people expect out of a vacation, if it ( Read more... )

Everything dies one day and goes away, nothing is continuous, that is why "love" is nothing but a gigantic build-up to an even greater let down. Love is like a bad present, you are so happy to see it and to ponder what is inside until it is finally revealed. Now you may be thinking, "no way man! Love is so worth it and I can't wait until tonight ( Read more... )

Bought some kick ass aviators yesterday at the mall, if I had a camera I would post all kinds of sexy shots, but I digress. Today I watched one of the best movies I have seen in a long time, Dog Day Afternoon. Tomorrow I will probably be doing nothing, but I guess it beats doing something which I do not want to do (school).

Everyday, I get them everyday and with a head like mine I know you must feel my pain! What is wrong with me? I think I need to see a doctor pronto. Anyways, in other news, I'm on my way to being a "Scooper". What is a Scooper you ask? Well that is the position I am applying for at the ice cream company Ben and Jerry's. My brother is hooking me up ( Read more... )