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[benadian]

I donno. Do I worry too much about making other people happy? Is that why I find myself constantly in a state of depression, because I can't make one person happy without hurting someone else? And then I just end up being a total disappointment to that person I tried to make happy? FUCK IT. I just don't want to be selfish, everyone tells me

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[anonymous]

this is the most beautiful thing you have ever written
because it is the truest

[kaylum]

"Maybe I spend too much time worrying about making other people happy and I don't spend enough time actually *making* them happy?"

Wow, you just described about half of my life...you're wise beyond your years, Ben-O. Hope you feel better soon ::hugs::

:: pets ::

[unobliviosity]

Ben...let go.

Do you really need all of this excess baggage?

More importantly, why do you even care?

Worry about yourself first. Your friends like you because of who you are. If you're too busy worrying about how to make other people happy, then you aren't giving enough of you to them, and there's not enough of you to go around to everyone in your Life that wants to be a part of you. Pace yourself. Don't be so retarded. Remember yesterday in Gym class? What Christina said is true. Fuck all of the people who clutter your mind, and if you're too weak to fend them off, then you're pretty much screwed, aren't you?

One day at a time. It's not like you're going to die tomorrow, and have to pay off all your sins right now :D WAH! ~ Jen

[sweetshyle8]

sorry