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[benadian]

I always end up sort of sad & contemplative when I update this thing at night. I feel like crying and I'm not sure why. This song fades out at the end and it's making me upset. It should keep going. I feel that way about a lot of my favourite songs. But "A Whiter Shade of Pale" is just so excellent yet it sounds so unfinished at the end of its

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[anonymous]

don't associate w/ my bro any more. he doesn't like it and neither do i.
k
peace

[benadian]

Hey, now this is where I think it's gone too far. Don't go around speaking for Craig, and if you really care about him so much then why don't you spend some time with him? Or at least talk to him nicely sometimes, don't just make him feel like a reject like everyone else does.
I really think I need to talk to you because you are making a lot of things unclear and confused to yourself and others about me and you and the shit that happened. Stop jumping to conclusions and stop making digs at everything I do. That's what made me decide I needed to be away from you in the first place. If what I do matters so much to you, then don't go digging into my background information to find little "clues" and then make assumptions based on them. Ask me if you have a question and I will tell you the answer.

[keeplikeasecret]

I'm sorry, but at some point I lost that trust I always had in you...and it maede me think that you repeated what happened last time esp cause you finally mention it to me months after the fact. Anywho, I forgive you for that...and I appologize for the actions I've taken lately. *hits self in the head* yeah, sorry...

and also, siblings don't have perfect relationships with eachother of course...noramlly when its just me and him we are cool and do cool things together...esp now since i get to see him more often and such...I know what you saw of the relationship wwasn't an accurate image because I'd act a certain way towards him to temper his abnoxiousness...oh damn i still don't know if i spell that correctly...i prolly do but my mind has tendency to doubt sometimes...wah...well...I'm glad I discussed with you last night...oh and by the way! yay for the one month anniversary away from me! :) Well done! Peace guy,

Kye