so emily and I hung out last night and it was amazing. Except for the fact the she was supposed to do her homework and she really didn't get anything done sorry, thats sort of my fault. But it rocked she really lives in this crazy ginormous mansion and it rocks because she is on the third floor and I can hear if anyone is coming, woo hoo. ( Read more... )

so I met this girl and wow, she is so amazing I mean god, gorgeous and everything I could ever ask for. Highly motivated, she's amazing at theatre and is all into speech and she's brilliant, and I met her at the synagogue with hana. One night I was spending the night at hana's and there was a lock in for the 'jew's' which I am is only partially ( Read more... )

So today was very uneventful we don't have school so I have been working out, but hana and i had planned on going snowboarding and those plans got thrown out of the window when one we didn't have a snowboard, nor do we have the money to purchase a snowboard and two, her friend was not home. But of course I am not told this until I actually get ( Read more... )

I have no self will, no power, just rationalization(if your even willing to call it a pro) but god she is so beautiful. I know I like her, I think she doesn't like me, but I like her, I want to hold her hand, I want to take away her shyness I want to stare at the glow, the aura she presents herself with every waking moment that I think about, and ( Read more... )

So tonight is new years and yet again I find myself sitting in front of this monitor and typing to my imaginary friends. I am at my mom's house in Texas and have been here before on New Years*sigh*. Essentially it's the general stereotype for all who are 30 and celebrate New Years, we sit in our seats over our intellectually stimulating ( Read more... )

finally one fucking journal that nobody reads... but there is always someone reading even when you think your safe, so do you be apathetic to the situation and still continue with your syllables, and conjunctings trying to sound proper, trying to sound real, your Journal? Or do you hold it all in, like real men do and pretend everything is lemons ( Read more... )