Who knows, maybe I am just a catchy phrase to be reproduced on T-shirts. "I'm not normal." But come on, three days? I should be passing out the high fives. Instead of gaining respect for you, I'm losing it ( Read more... )

Sleep is a thing of the past. I am only able to catch a few hours here and there. I've been placing the blame on the sounds that sing from my record player but last night I turned that off and still tossed and turn for an hour before falling asleep. It's lucky if I sleep for more than three and a half hours. God bless those Columbian farmers and ( Read more... )

**Tuesday**

What's with this emotional wreck of a person that I turn into when I am left home alone too long? I can't help but drown myself in depressing lyrics. I assume that too many cigarettes accompanied by simple chords can get to anyone's head soon enough.

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I missed breakfast this morning because I set my alarm clock to an hour ( Read more... )

Today was the first day back to school after having a week off and I get the feeling that I don't belong there anymore. My routine stops between classes were avoided by the position I seemed to hold all day. The position that involved me with my head toward the ground. It's not that I don't like the people I used to talk to. It's just that I get ( Read more... )

I love my livejournal.

Well I wanted to stay home for my birthday but I didn't want it under these conditions. Last night I felt like I had endured some sort of medieval torture. It was as though I had been placed in a small room where the walls closed in on me. The walls were just putting pressure on my bones until I couldn't take it any longer. Then it was like they ( Read more... )

So the eyes of the calendar have once again focused on me. The countdown has begun but if I am lucky I will have Keanu Reeves to save me before the actual explosion occurs. I am done playing this emotional role that was brought on by some yearly cycle. Maybe it was the lack of sleep or the realization that I haven't had a 'happy' birthday in a ( Read more... )

While retracing the events of the day I thought to myself, "What I wouldn't do to find myself sitting comfortably in the cozy confines of a city bus." My thoughts barely being heard over the repetitive sounds pouring from my bag, yet walking down a sidewalk paved with portraits of decay and cancerous ends my mind wandered back to you and the ( Read more... )

You are starting to feel like yourself again. The stress from the past few days is not only over by early afternoon; it will be all but forgotten by nightfall. Phone or email an old neighbor and set up a visit ( Read more... )

As the night advances I cringe to think that shortly my eyes will be disjoined by the incessant shriek of my alarm clock. The hours unwinding to day break lay the foundation to a day chock-full of bleached hallways and the robotic movements that fill them. There is just something about waking up before the crack of dawn to await the arrival of a ( Read more... )