i wish i had the money to run away and start a new life ( Read more... )

summer isnt what i expected it to be.
where are all the parties?and shore trips? and booze?
yeah cool i have my lisence but there is nothing to do!
all i do is drive around and waste gas.
i hate missing ppl and i miss EVERYONE.
time for work.

you were a shitty shadster for the last time.
compete with your fucking self for now on.
it feels  like i cant turn my back on anyone for even a second.
wow ppl change and not for the better anymore.
we havent been real friends for the past year anyway.

those who love are those who live.
last night i dropped a bottle of beer and it landed right side up.
Life, IS good.


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a letter from the past may be moving me forward

A Wolf found great difficulty in getting at the sheep owing to the vigilance of the shepherd and his dogs. But one day it found the skin of a sheep that had been flayed and thrown aside, so it put it on over its own pelt and strolled down among the sheep ( Read more... )

this weekend was the coolest ( Read more... )

you died before your 21st birthday.
you were my first crush.
almost my first kiss.
you should have listened to your friends
ill see you at your funeral.
ill miss you, you had one of the biggest hearts ive seen.

last night went to south street with crysta charlotte and chistine.
what a wild wild night, i missed them all SO MUCH.
we drank at some park, hit the streets, seen many strangers and asked them to "get low"
this 50 year old wierdo bought crysta and myself green apple martinis. oh brother!
char and me walked into an all black bar and some black men ( Read more... )