this will be my last update.

im sorry but for some reason livejournal might have mest up my computer and i will be using a different online journal service until i can find out if livejournal is the reason or not.

i love you guys.

im sick of everything in my life dealing with nick. everything i do circles back and deals with him. im upset. because hes upset. i stay home alone on a friday night doing nothing. becuase hes staying home doing nothing. im here because he will be here. i dont hang out with my friends anymore just to hang out with them, its normally becuase i ( Read more... )

i miss kaitlyn elizabeth godwin.

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01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don’t watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses (wear contacts)
07. I love to play video games, tony hawk of course
08. I’ve tried * .
09. I’ve watched pôrn movies ( ( Read more... )

so i realized that ive been totally ignoring my friends and being so selfish beyond reasoning which broght me to the conclusion that im a horrible friend and that i hate myself, and i love my best friends, for without them. clearly i'd be nothing ( Read more... )

chelsea came over yesterday morning and just left hahah. we went to the mall yesterday and then went out to eat i dont feel like posting right now. Later.

i love nick a lot. mmmm. =*

this morning i went in the bathroom to pee and the toilet seat was cold..and i remembered a time when i was little and i told my mom i wanted a wee wee* so i didnt have to sit on the cold toilet seat.

now thats just brutally honest

hahahahaha okay well friday..oh friday i stayed home and talked to nick like the whole night.

saturday i did my ( Read more... )

stotally stole this from chelsea most def ( Read more... )

Your Power Color Is Blue

Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.


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