everything is different

[benignoleander]

did you ever wake up and realize that nothing is like it used to be? that everything has changed so much, you don't really know what is going on. it's like i'm all of a sudden realizing i have no idea who i am. i don't know where i belong. it's funny because those things that are supposed to be a constant in your life just aren't anymore...i

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[girl_named_blue]

Oh Bethy... we all go through it. 1) no, friends are not a constant and even I have had to learn that the hard way, 2) at almost 19 years old you're not supposed to know who you are, that's just the way it is, 3) you will ask the question "What else is there really?" until you get to a place where you know you're supposed to be. For me where I am supposed to end up is married, 4 children, an editor or journalist, and happy... but we don't know for sure if we'll end up where we think we're supposed to until we get there. 4) one day you'll have an epiphany and understand what the purpose of life is, because for all of us it's different.

I'll be home tomorrow night at some point. When you get home come see me. It sounds like you could use a heart to heart. I love you!

[horseflower]

I hope that everything works out. I know how you feel. and I agree that none of us ever know where we are supposed to be till we get there. I hope that you cheer up soon. Ice cream works great lol

~Rose

[christianajoi08]

baby i went through that like 4 weeks ago! i had a total breakdown... hense the journal entries..lol baby everyone goes through this college is soo bad for us when we first start on top everything else we are feeling and going through we have to start completely over with new lives and such and enjoy it....well anyhoo i love u and u jsut know that i am a constant for u always and forever....ttyl babe