Oh man, only 28 hours left before I leave my sleepy little hamlet for the unhappy hustle and bustle of Chicago [I'll miss my poor Wisconsin], and from there, 16 hours on a Flight UA 835 to land in Shanghai. Am I nervous? No, I'm not nervous.
I downright fuck-tastically terrified.
Terrified.
Indeed. My nerves are bouncing in between being numbly calm and dissolving into a crying fit of goo. Not that I'm crying, no. I just feel like crying. Totally different story. I know most of it is pre-flight jitters, but I'm fairly nervous by nature, so...yeah. I just need to get through tomorrow, get up early the next day, get on that plane, and try not to get forcibly detained by a sky marshall on the plane.
Can I do it?
Yes, I can! [maybe]
Anyways, next Monday, PTC update? I'd say by Friday, but I don't know when I'll have internet access, since we'll be moving around a lot until we get settled at the International Students' dorms at Nanjing University.
God, I'm so scared.
Shit, I'm so fucking excited.