I'm just popping in to say that running in the middle of the night is a crazy idea, even from two guys who are about to go into the resturaunt business with no experience whatso ever. It would be worse if they made me go, but I seem to get out of it a lot more than I should. Pft, shut up, I know I could use it for toning and stuff, but you know ( Read more... )

Well, Linds and I have been talking a lot, and we've come to a few decisions for our sanities and everyone elses. I know what I've said, and it is true, I love him dearly and with all of my heart, but we're going to slow down and take things one step at a time. I know with everyone else it's been like a dream turning into reality, all the pieces ( Read more... )

Alright, I just want to say that I haven't dropped the face of the planet, and I'm not mad or put off or whatever. No one said too much, or too little, and it certainly wasn't anyone's fault besides my own ( Read more... )

So, I'm finally back, and I just got up again. They can tell you, I walked in the door and went face first into the couch. I don't think I ever needed a nap so badly then at that moment. Makes me wonder if everyone was staring at me at the time. I really don't care that much, but it was probably quite the sight, me coming in, hauling a pet carrier ( Read more... )

I know everyone has been waiting for me to update about last night and stuff, but I don't really have the time for it. I've been packing a suitcase and getting the car all set up. Now, every one of you are wondering what I'm up to, right? Well, I'm going on a roadtrip, just a quick one anyway ( Read more... )

I'm suffering from a huge bout of Postitis, or something close to it. Linds, you're going to have to keep me in check so I update for these poor people. Not that I'm totally interesting or anything, but you know how it is. The fans want to know everything that goes on. I'd assume that Karl, Lee, Darren and Dan all want to know too, but they have ( Read more... )

I appologize for being so totally gone and out of it lately. I don't know what's wrong with me right now, and sometimes it's just better if I stay out of the way anyway. Everyone's happy around me, but I just feel kinda dead right now. I couldn't even tell you why ( Read more... )

It's strangely quiet right now, just the night life drifting by outside the windows as I look out at the world. Karl and Lee are gone for their 'vacation/honeymoon/whatever', and I've got the hose mostly to myself. The only other thing around is Wally, but he's asleep on the end of my bed, dreaming about chasing birds or something, I don't know ( Read more... )

Okay, I just need to stop messing with layouts. Now mine's all purple and Karl's and Lee's is all green, but they're all unique and wonderful, or so I think. I went a little wild on theirs, and I'm kinda biting my tongue right now because they told me 'something simple', and that's certainly not simple. Oh well, enjoy my madness ( Read more... )

This is for Karl so he'll calm down and stop worrying about me. If he'd checked my room he would have seen that I did make it back, but I was a wreck, so maybe I'm glad he didn't come in. I don't know. Last night gave me a lot of time to think, and I don't know if I'm ready to face what is staring me down right now ( Read more... )