Our parents failed us all, and their only excuse is that their parents failed them. That's why we all cry ourselves to sleep at night ( Read more... )

And I loved the way the waves crashed over me
collapsing my lungs
And beneath the sting of the saltwater blanket
the sun held me within its gaze.

A burn beneath my feet
and a chill down my spine.
This is what it is to be alive.

I'm sick of people calling me chinese.

Why is it that the payback I get for trying to be friends with anyone regardless of who they are, how they dress, or who they hang out with, is just to get hurt in the end?

Cause nothing's like being held sometimes.

I feel like such an idiot. Nick really turned his back on me today. He told me that he was going to come to cell group, and he seemed so sincere and I tried to get a hold of him to give him directions, he never answered his phone. And he never showed up. I learned something at cell group today. Dont put your trust in people, or money, or things, or ( Read more... )

Mickey said that I think that nobody reads my journal, but they really do. And then she said "Im leaving now." I think I offended her. Is my journal offensive? Maybe. Hmm...it's not like I'm trying to hide something. Whatever. This is a stupid entry though.

Cause I couldn't wipe the smile off of my face
and I've got love that I could never find
when a heart beats stronger than a hand can suppress it
You know that you're in the right place.

My whole street smells like burning leaves.

Souled Out was amazing tonight. Tyler thinks it was probably the best souled out service he's been to since he started coming. The speaker was really awesome, although his sermon felt really short. He only spoke spanish, so they had an interpretor (who I didn't feel did the speaker much justice). Im impressed though that even with an interpretor, ( Read more... )