i am so glad my life consists of sitting at the computer trying to get the Cheetos guy to bags of cheetos while avoiding mice and snakes. Then I try to fly some freaky looking dude through a tunnel. Oh next I get to stuff my face then come back for a chance game where I just stare at a computer and click a button. My life is so fucking sitty. ( Read more... )

This weekend was a real lazy one. I did nothing but lay around the house on my butt and do nothing. I ordered pizza layed back and watched a lot of anime. This new medicine they have me on is suposed to keep non-depressed and hyper. It hasn't worked yet. I have been calling my friends in Arizona all weekend. I really wish I could have gone. ( Read more... )

Well I'm much better today. today seems to be going much faster. I'm not down when I don't think about it. I am really bored though. Mom and I got cable last night. I swear that cable guy was gay. I was just in my pj pants and the way he looked at me it made me want to go put pants on. Eeee... So scary. That right there makes me want to go ( Read more... )

I can't stand this any longer. I keep thinking about all the bad things that has happened to me. Well I keep thinking about one thing. It is driving me mad. Not really mad, but sad. Oh I wanna die...

Well Christmas is over and a new year is about to begin. We have to wait another year before we can rejoice and lay in our gifts. This Christmas was the best yet. I have to say this due to my mom being obbsessed with getting me things. Thinking that by giving me things that I will turn around and be the person that she wants me to be. And don' ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from a night of hell. Lets see, first I have to go see the new teripist becuase the other one said he couldn't "handle me". Sooo now I am seeing some stupid guy who says that I am full of anger, and that everything I do is just my way of getting my anger out. So lets see...first we had social phobia, then we had depression ( Read more... )

DAMNIT well i just lost my whole intry, well you can read my bra essay

History of the Bra Throughout the years women have tired to bring out the best in their breast. Since 2000 B.C. Women have wore bra-like garments to suport and bring their breast out of their dress. later on they wore breast straps to hold their breast tight and flat. Why ( Read more... )

I am so freaking tired. I'm pissed off and shawn is in a bad mood. It is the last day before Christmas day and my life sucks. I think Shawn is mad at me for stealing his mouse to his computer. Oh well, so Shawn doesn't talk to me. Just makes my day even worse. Oh just kill me now. I want to die right now. Just so I don't have to deal with ( Read more... )

Boredom. A thing that haunts everyone at some time. It really hits you when you are sitting in OST for 2 hours with nothing but a boring book in front of you. As you sit and stare at the clock as the minutes go by; you have to pee and can't. Your not allowed to move for two hours. The teachers walk by, watching what your're doing. Lay your ( Read more... )

Dear old Shawn, sad as can be about Sarah going to Cali. I don't know if I can handle a sad Shwan all of Christmas break. I'm not going to aroziona thanks to this fucking school. they say I am too "unstable" to go. mmm, for breakfast today, I was freaking hungry. I ate 4 freaking pop tarts. I am so out of it. I'm trying to bring shawn up but ( Read more... )