In another life you've must of been mine
Marizzz! you know how i was telling you i havent written anything?! well.. i wrote something! =] you better read it! heh.
anywayy. ahem. yeah, i wrote something. i have no clue where it came from or the point, but im glad i was able to write again. i miss it. it's the usual, benji & joel. im obsessed, yadda yadda. enough talk.
you and me. me and you. we've created our own world that was made just for us. no one can tell us what to do or what's wrong or right because we're the only ones there. we only have each other, just exactly how it should be. but, now we're living two different lives. one where we're just brothers, we speak on brotherly terms and we love in a brotherly mannor. then there is the other life. the one where we're in love. we're always close to one another and every moment im breathing you in and out. i love that life the most because that's the real me. im really in love with you and i can show you how much you mean to me. every minute im with you i fall more and more in love. the way you smile at me when i greet you. the way our bodies fit so perfectly together. i know in my mind that when you look at me with those pools of deep brown, mirroring nothing but love and compassion for me, that im in love. true, deep, perfect love. i wish those moments, those hours, were longer. but we both know that it cant be that way. the world, the real world, wouldnt allow it. we'd be chewed up and spit out in a heartbeat and both of us fear the day that may come.
as i lay here, you sleeping soundly in my arms, my mind starts to venture off as it usually does right before sleep engulfs me. i know that tomorrow we'll just be brothers again. we cant look or touch more than what would be accepted of us. my heart sinks a little more as i watch the clock tick away the minutes. soon you'll be awakening, planting a soft and loving kiss on my lips, you'll tell me how much you love me and how you hate to leave. i'll look at you with sad eyes and ask you to stay, i always do, but i know the answer everytime before the words leave my mouth. you cant stay. you have to go back to being my brother and the events of the night before will turn into yet another cherish memory of ours. one that we'll both keep locked deep inside our hearts along with the others.
i can feel your heart beating steadily against my chest. i cant help but smile when i notice that our hearts are beating as one. that's how it always is with us. we're not individuals. no matter how well we present to people that we are. at the end of the day, we're one. one soul. one heart. one life. from the moment we were brought into this world and we will remain that way until we rest in the ground and that, i am sure of.
i sigh quietly as my eyes slowly droop. i try to pry them open a little longer, so i can stare at you for as long as i can. but even no matter how hard i try, i start to drift off to sleep. my hand that was running over your soft skin stops and my breathing becomes steady and slow as i slip into a peaceful slumber. the sound of your breathing easily lulling me to sleep.
imma go find something to do now. laterr.
anywayy. ahem. yeah, i wrote something. i have no clue where it came from or the point, but im glad i was able to write again. i miss it. it's the usual, benji & joel. im obsessed, yadda yadda. enough talk.
you and me. me and you. we've created our own world that was made just for us. no one can tell us what to do or what's wrong or right because we're the only ones there. we only have each other, just exactly how it should be. but, now we're living two different lives. one where we're just brothers, we speak on brotherly terms and we love in a brotherly mannor. then there is the other life. the one where we're in love. we're always close to one another and every moment im breathing you in and out. i love that life the most because that's the real me. im really in love with you and i can show you how much you mean to me. every minute im with you i fall more and more in love. the way you smile at me when i greet you. the way our bodies fit so perfectly together. i know in my mind that when you look at me with those pools of deep brown, mirroring nothing but love and compassion for me, that im in love. true, deep, perfect love. i wish those moments, those hours, were longer. but we both know that it cant be that way. the world, the real world, wouldnt allow it. we'd be chewed up and spit out in a heartbeat and both of us fear the day that may come.
as i lay here, you sleeping soundly in my arms, my mind starts to venture off as it usually does right before sleep engulfs me. i know that tomorrow we'll just be brothers again. we cant look or touch more than what would be accepted of us. my heart sinks a little more as i watch the clock tick away the minutes. soon you'll be awakening, planting a soft and loving kiss on my lips, you'll tell me how much you love me and how you hate to leave. i'll look at you with sad eyes and ask you to stay, i always do, but i know the answer everytime before the words leave my mouth. you cant stay. you have to go back to being my brother and the events of the night before will turn into yet another cherish memory of ours. one that we'll both keep locked deep inside our hearts along with the others.
i can feel your heart beating steadily against my chest. i cant help but smile when i notice that our hearts are beating as one. that's how it always is with us. we're not individuals. no matter how well we present to people that we are. at the end of the day, we're one. one soul. one heart. one life. from the moment we were brought into this world and we will remain that way until we rest in the ground and that, i am sure of.
i sigh quietly as my eyes slowly droop. i try to pry them open a little longer, so i can stare at you for as long as i can. but even no matter how hard i try, i start to drift off to sleep. my hand that was running over your soft skin stops and my breathing becomes steady and slow as i slip into a peaceful slumber. the sound of your breathing easily lulling me to sleep.
imma go find something to do now. laterr.