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[benlee_]

So jess and I r no more - what the futur holds 4 us is ne1s guess. She is one of the nicest, most fun gorgeous person i have ever met. I really do care about her very much. I feel caught between a rock and a hard place - i cant go on arguin all the time but i dont want to lose her....where does that leave me?? I dont want to hurt her - i no

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[jillzebub]

ur both ridiculously silly, u both blatantly care so much about each other and neither of u wants 2 lose the other one.

i for one don't expect u 2 hurt her, and i don't think ne1 else does either.

of course i don't know the ins and outs of what's been happenin, but frm what i can see u might just both need 2 communicate more honestly with regards to ur feelings. i no ur both realy confused so giv it sum time and i'm sure u will both realise what plebs u've been.

like everyone else, i really hope u sort this all out, cus ur a really gd couple nd i hate to see u both upset.

*hugs*
Jilly xxx

[jessicarse]

Thanks so much Jilly, that really helps and I hope that'll be the case in the future. I've no hard feelings against Ben at all, about anything, I know what I did wrong, I shoulder the blame for it all, I hold nothing against him whatsoever. I'm grateful now Ben that you're talking to me, not that I'd blank you or anything anyways cuz it'd hurt me too much not talking to you, and if I say anything that you feel uncomfortable me saying, that hurts you or anything like that, just kick me, let me know cuz I don't want to hurt you in any way. I'm in no way out for revenge, I've no need to seek revenge against you, I'm in no stupid pathetic loserish competition with you to see who can find a rebound/get with someone first, cuz as I said, I really couldn't hurt you in any way, shape or form, I feel I've done too much of that already