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May 27, 2005 15:57

i had regretted not going to kara's last night but i had a lot of work and i was being responsible ( Read more... )

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_____thaw May 27 2005, 23:06:56 UTC

i hope things get better.
thank you for taking care of me tonight corey, i love love love you!!!

benotcommon May 30 2005, 16:36:19 UTC

i am much much much better lol :) thank you and i love love love you! and i never mind to take care of a friend. and thank you sean for making me feel that much better about my self.

you_soulsucker May 30 2005, 16:50:01 UTC

i love you corey! its okay you gotta learn from you mistakes! CALL ME SOMETIME!

benotcommon May 30 2005, 18:38:18 UTC

I LVOE U! and yes i have learned. and i should have listened in the first place. i'm sort of kicking my self for not being more on my guard.

well maybe anonymous May 31 2005, 06:30:05 UTC

it wasn't all delaney's fault your friendship didn't work out. you can NOT completely blame one person for a friendship's deterioration. If you really wanted it to work, you could have actually done something about it, as opposed to letting it fall apart so you look good and have everyone feel bad for you and pay attention to you. Furthermore, if you ever want a chance at being friends with him in the future, maybe petty little snipes at him through a livejournal aren't the best way to not burn that bridge.

Re: well maybe benotcommon May 31 2005, 15:20:10 UTC

yes if u are going to critize me maybe u should have the guts to say who u are. and i did try to make it work, even after we got in a huge fight i told him i still wanted to be his friend, and he said he didn't want to be mine. doesn't get more clear then that. after u have tried countless times and are rejected countless times why would u try again, just to get rejected again? and i only right the truth. he doesn't even read my journal. so i'm not really making snipes at him. i'm not even thinking about him reading it while i'm writing it. actually i'm thinking about mallory reading it ( ... )

Re: well maybe anonymous June 9 2005, 17:13:28 UTC

no, you wanted him as more than a friend, and couldn't understand that maybe his girlfriend meant alot to him. you were willing to push him away trying to be more than his friend, and lost the friendship while doing that. so, you really need to look at yourself and realize that yes, you COULD have avoided how things turned out, but you chose not to...

Re: well maybe benotcommon June 9 2005, 19:15:01 UTC

actually once he came back from college i realized how much he changed and i no longer wanted him as anything more then a friend. yes it was a hope that was lost to me but i was coping with that. quite quickly too actually because i had leona and mallory in my life. they realized how he was treating me, and it made me feel al little less insane. but truthfully my life is so great again, i am 100% my self again i have never felt better, and as i told katy mooney, i don't hate delaney, and i would be his friend if he wnated to be friends, but i wouldn't want anything more with him, even if by some extremely weird event happened that he did. i wouldn't. i was very different this year, in a way i dind't like. and partly because of him. i didn't like it. and i like the people i am becoming friends with. and i like having my life back. and i like having happiness and clarity back, and nothing will change that, i won't let it. period. the fact that he still isn't talking to me or that he wants nothing to do with me isn't bothering me at all ( ... )