idon'tneedtoexplainmyself, just show you that it's possible to hurt and be happy

[bent_on_avlon]

depite all my depression, friend drama, school failures, hospitalizations, diagnosis, breakdowns, fights, alcoholism, brushes with the law, self-doubt, blind love, and more or less losing all "important" people within the last 6-8 months, i am so happy with my life right nowmy friend stephanie helped put everything into perspective for me last

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[lilblubunny1569]

amen to that audrey! ive been going through a similar up and down (s) in my life in the past 2 years, especially since last january when billy and i seperated..we were living together (just me and him, pretty much married just not legally) and then all of the sudden, 4 days after an amazing New Years that we spent together (and christmas too) he breaks everything off, gets all my stuff out of our apartment, took everything back to my moms house and got up and left to another city..out of NOTHING...i was by all means devestated to the max...lets just say that from january til about april victoria was hell, and hell was all around her. i started using again, drinking alot more, pretty much put a big FUCK YOU on my forehead and didnt care about the world. and then one day..a few days after my birthday when i was out surfing with my friend Ceará and we started having one of our deep conversations, basically he helped knock some sense into my head. i basically just needed to hear it from someone else, it helped...im doing great...well i am

[bent_on_avlon]

aw babe, i really appreciate what you said. the end of high school was definitely a wake up call. and since then, everything has become horribly unpredictable, but i've learned to roll with the punches...and seems like you have too :) i'm glad we're happy =)

take care boo,

Audrey

[smcapote117]

I think now is a good time to include some wisdom gained from movies... so, pardon me while I quiote a movie I recently watched. This line actually reminds me a lot of you (except, switch Albert with you)! "Life is a storm my young friend. You will bask in the sunlight one moment, be shattered on the rocks the next. What makes you a man is what you do when that storm comes. You must look into that storm and shout, as you did in Rome, Do your worst...for I will do mine. Then the fates will know you, as we know you, Albert Mondago, the man." That was from "The Count of Monte Cristo" starting James Caviezel, Guy Pearce, Richard Harris, and many other good actors. *hugs*