Goodbyes

[berettas_girl]

As i am learning and hearing from others this is my finnal goodbye to steven... Unless someone can talk some since into him. There is a major disapointment in all of this because his own brother OZ is hanging his head over this one. The fact is, is that i am giving up on the fact that i love steve to death and there is nothing in this world that

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Stacy

[twizted_fuck]

This is trully what I want. I never meant to hurt you this much by it. But I need to move on with my life. I honestly dont have that same feeling of love that you have anymore, the love I have is only a friendship type. Faye has my full heart. It's nothing to get back at you. I just realized that it was her I trully wanted, not you anymore. You were EVERYTHING and more then that before. But I guess after those 2 years waiting I just lost the feelings towards you in that way.
So I guess I'll just say my final good bye now.

Good bye Stacy Jean Light. You were one of the best friends I'v ever had. I dont know what went wrong but I guess it was meant to happen like this. I wont forget you or what we had together. I PROMISE

goodbye Stacy. Have fun in life, good luck at UTI I know you'll do great things there and in life. Just dont hold yourself back

Re: Stacy

[berettas_girl]

*crawls to a corner*

Steven why? thats all i wanted to know. WIth everything that i have said with everything that i have showen you, your the only thing to keep me alieve... Steve you are my life.. I NEVER ment to make you this mad at me, I NEVER MEANT ANYTHING!!! I cant fucking lose you specaily to someone you dont know. What more can i do to show you that i dont even wanna live without you. That the truth is, even when we broke up i still called you my boyfriend?....

Fuck it its not even worth it anymore.... Ill do the job that no can complete..... I NEVER wanted to say goodbye specialy not like this. Steve you are the only one who has my heart.. No one else has it.. But now that i have lost you, im gonna lose myself.. Your the only one that i have ever loved and still loving... please really think about this before it is to late..

No idea

[berettas_girl]

After reading this, i no longer have the will to go on.. The pain i feel is worse then the death of my brothers.. I feel dead on the inside and it makes me not want to even take another breath

Re: No idea

[twizted_fuck]

Stacy if you trully love me then let me go. It's hurting me more and more every time you do this shit. And now your at the hospital cuz you slit ur wrists. I know you love me Stacy. But I just dont feel the same way about you anymore. I'm trying to do this in the nicest way I can. I dont wanna hurt you withthis but I know I have to get you to realize that I love Faye, and I want to be with her. he way that you feel for me is the way I feel for Faye.

I'mnot gonna write back anymore. BecauseI know this willkeep going on and on. So just please let me go Stacy. If you trully love me as much as you say you do then you will know how I'm feeling, I dont want to hear that you killed yourself either!
But I guess this is it for us in this chapter of our lives.
Good bye Stacy

Re: No idea

[berettas_girl]

Steve i have to say one thing about you, that you have changed and yes stacy is in the hospital, she had the guts to call john to see if he was there and if you where around. Steve you mean the fucking world to her and you know it. Honestly i guess my question to you is why did you lead her on so fucking long, and to be honest you may say you love faye now, but what happens if something goes wrong? Do you think that Stacy will be there, speicaly if shes fighting right now for what she lives for? Your honestly fucked up for letting someone who loves you enough to give her life up just because you couldnt see the fact that she loved you. This chick your dating i hear is no good, and doesnt love you the same, if i were you steve, i would think about what your doing. Just for the fact that your killing a good friend, someone who you know loves you, and i know deep down insife you, you still love her..
Just think about it steve, where is the steve i use to know?

Re: No idea

[twizted_fuck]

things change I guess. If me and Faye break up I wont go back to Stacy. I didnt mean to lead her on. I kept telling her to not care about me, all she ever did was say I'm gonna do it weather you like it or not. I'm always gonna love you blah blah blah you get the point... I told her to leave me alone plenty of times but she never got the point. Now she says she wants me to be happy but all she's doin is trying to fuck things up with me and Faye. Hows that makin me happy!