I have a lighter from France ( Read more... )

Monday 4:06 PM Labor Day 2008 ( Read more... )

There you are, exhausted from a night of crying, curled up on the couch,
the floor, at the foot of the bed, anywhere you fall you fall down crying,
half amazed at what the body is capable of, not believing you can cry
anymore. And there they are, his socks, his shirt, your underwear
and your winter gloves, all in a loose pile next to the bathroom door,
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i wish you were HERE
i miss making out with you
i'm excited about living together but i'm nervous about absolutely everything.

PS I LIED
actually, i'm not going
to the city
tomorrow
at all. but i
really
do not
feel
any
desire
to see you.

i can't say it out
LOUDLOUDLOUD
but you are really
fucking sel
fish.
at least we don't
have a total
communication
problem--you seem
to call me a bitch
EFFORTLESSLYLSSELTROFFE!

Todayyyy is my laaaaaaaast dayyyy here on THIS earth. This sandy beached earth where everyone has yellow-golden hair and bronze shoulders akin to that of Donatello's David. This earth where the land is squared off in horizontal and vertical lines, sharp and rounded corners alike end wide streets, and the developments give birth to clones of model A ( Read more... )

 i will be free

i like how i got a 1 on my ap gov test and a B+ of 87 in the class.
i honestly do.

it's my birthday!


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you know.
even with the ridiculously small amount of financial aid i'm getting, college is way too fucking expensive.

maybe i just wont go.