This hurts....

Worse than anything I know.

I ... Y.. I do't know what to say any more..

I want to hate him but i can't.

I want to be angry but i can't.

I'm just... hurt... and let down.

I thought you had more respect than this.

Guess i need to change the icon....

Dear Providence.

Lets not suck.

Love Patrice.

Only today did i realise how much of a mystery you are too me..

I love you so much yet know so little about well anything about you, past present or future dreams...

Won't you... let me in?

If not.. w..why?

Patrice

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I am worried..

Sidney is not answering my calls.

*sighs* Please answer..

Sidney.. We need to talk.

Do not fret.. I just need to tell you some stuff.

So....

Ryan seems to think there is something wrong with the fact I own pajama pants with bright pink smiley faced maple leafs on them.

Sidney thought they were funny too..

I like them!!

*pouts and goes and hides in corner*

I'm a phase child. Leave me be.

I have to leave my Sidney soon. Today. In a few hours really. He's asleep looking so peaceful and happy and i don't want to wake him to say goodbye cause its in sleep he seems most at peace with his world and I do not want to destroy that.

I shall finish my packing and then i might wake him.

J'taime. Sidney.

Pat

I ... miss my Sidney.

We sucked last night. Ass wooped by portland.

Later