The person who I wanted to talk to the most, I didn't get to talk to tonight.

I don't know why, but for some reason this song reminds me of weddings.

My stomach hurts.
I'm tired.
I'm confused.
I still have homework to do.
I like a few people.
I don't know what to do.
Ugh...just ugh.

I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I saw a look on someone's face tonight that made my heart sink.

Ugh, nothing is working out right lately. I've fallen back into a ditch. This time I can't see when I'll be able to get out.

The one glimmer of hope has essentially disappeared. Hardly ever existent to begin with. Smaller sparkles are there, but nothing very promising.

Went out to the desert with Erik this weekend.  Had loads of fun, as was to be expected.  Drove out Friday night -- left the house at about 8:30 I think.  Stopped in Alpine to get dinner.  We went to Superstition, just past El Centro.  Wound up getting there just around midnight.  Basically fell right asleep.  We were all up by about 7:00 the next ( Read more... )

Kinda pissed
Kinda happy
Kinda sad
Kinda confused
Kinda nostalgic
Kinda sore
Kinda sick
Kinda hungry
Kinda tired

Blah.

Nick Jr. offered me to go practice with him and the San Diego arsenal soccer team XD. He said he'd let me go through some workouts with him and the team. Woohoo!

Kinda pissed...

Okay...I have a test in AP tomorrow. Seriously gonna fail it. I'm really stressing over this one cause I neeed to get my grade up in that class in order to play soccer. I studied a lot tonight and I feel kinda ready ready for the multiple choice.....but tomorrow is the essay, dammit. I hate essays. My mom says I'm good at them, whatever ( Read more... )

My oh-so-exciting weekend.  Enjoy:

( Saturday )

Blah. This weekend sucks. And I know why, which makes it even worse.

Thursday: School.  Work -- a lot of it.  Homework.  Bed.

Today: School.  Work -- hard work.  Updating journal.  Not at Dani's party.  Not feeling too up today.

Things are getting better as far as the "getting over her" stuff goes.

Didn't talk to Nikki this week...now I have to wait until next week.  =(

This weekend is gonna be boring, probably ( Read more... )

Here I am, pouring my heart onto these rooftops

Yeah, I woke up at 4:30 this morning...grrr, lol.  I didn't do any homework last night =(...bad Adam.  I should be doing it right now...bad Adam, lol.  Aaaanyways, I don't really have anything to write about, I just have 50 minutes to kill before I have to go shower...so I figured that this would take ( Read more... )