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i really dont want to be alive currently. i really cant help but think my life is shit. and everything is going to shit. and the things that matter hurt too much. -
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i feel so very ill all of a sudden. i feels so very much like never eating again...
rocky horror was amazing.
hannah was a dissapointment. drunk and eyeing the other. not coming home with me.
its funny. i hadnt checked my LJ in days...i nearly wish i hadnt... some things i never want to read.
i think i may vomit... too much food. -
2007 seniors i wanna see some pics!
i saw a few on myspace. so sad i missed it. heh. i think most of you guys that are my friends are still at BHS and I'm sad to be missing you guys bein all growed up. not in a condescending way. but those of you i've known since middle school. and i'm missin out on your senior year. sad day. but i guess you guys are missin out on my college freshie ( Read more... ) -
i wish i had a huge furry boat because i'd wrap you in it and we'd go smoke
i have a cardboard cut on my arm. its 3am. I'm just now getting tired. haha. my R.A. is editing my paper. we got into a lengthly conversation about sports with raquets, and rugby. and he used to live in austrailia. he's so adorable. so today i wrote a 7 page essay with 17 footnotes. yeah. i know. but that was my MAJOR assignment this week...and now ( Read more... ) -
aPpArEnTlY i DoNt CaRe...
so the movie night has been cancled. something about hannah needing to go to denver...i'm not really dissapointed. i wasnt really excited to begin with. i used to be. last week i was starting to think maybe i really liked her. now i think i have nothing left to give. maybe i'll get to see her tomorrow. maybe i'll feel better about it, more excited ( Read more... ) -
mRoW
well tonight is going to be a movie night with hannah. that sounds nice. we're gunna watch thank you for smokng and mean creek. that girl needs to be edjucated in movies. so i did all my work for the day. i need to read a TON now. so i suppose i'ma do that while awaiting hannahs call. i may end up spending the night because i wont have a ride home ( Read more... ) -
NeVeR gOnNa GeT iT.
veronica has a date on the 27th. WOOT. rocky horror picture show. live on stage here. i know the girl playing janet. anyway. i got to tickets and i was gunna go with adam. or rather ask him if he wanted to but then i thought to myself. why not ask hannah? so i did. and she said she'd love to. so were gunna do that and then go out for food after. ( Read more... ) -
i BrEaK aNd TaKe iT wItH a SmiLe...i'LL cOnViNcE yOu SoOn tHaT iM FiNe.
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exercising bad judgement.
so there i was. with my closest guy friend and the only person i would persue anything with, and there were 4 pills of ecstacy. so adam and hannah take one each...and then they attempt to talk me into taking one. to which i say no. of course. nearly ODing and having the worst trip in my life is my main reason for saying no. but they talk me into ( Read more... )
