Back in the States that is ( Read more... )

I know its been a long time since I posted - probably around the time of my mom’s passing last year ( Read more... )

All day ( Read more... )

I won't be made the bad guy anymore.
I don't ask anything from anyone that I myself am not ready and able to give.

My new doc said I should be journaling more.

I would if I could corner all those emotions and slam them into words.

After a while you learn ( Read more... )

Today is the wake, I have one more day to try to keep it together.
Saturday will be the hardest.

Everything changes in a flash today -- some things for the better, some for the worse, but you are enthralled by the wonder of it all. In the long run, you are glad it all went down this way.

NO MORE CHANGES, SHOCKS, TALKS, EXPECTATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS ME RUNNING FOR THE HILLS IF ANYTHING MORE THAN HI HAPPENS!!!!!!!!!!!

1-22-09 3,776 steps (I think I was not wearing the pedometer correctly though ( Read more... )

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