hey there

[berry327]

ok journal...it's been a good while. I need to vent. I don't understand the way the world works or how the people all around me think. I think I know what I'm getting, know what I want, know what other people want, know the way things are supposed to go...but then i think about it and realize that I know absolutely nothing. I don't think my

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[marebear1745]

It frightens me how much we are alike... but i think of it in a good way. The other night nick was telling me how much it means to him that you and i have become friends and that you feel comfortable calling me up if you need something. The day after that night at charlies ouse with stupid michele, tom or someone told me that michelle told charlie she was going to commit suicde. I was really unsure of the context, like i dunno if she threatened him because maybe he said he wanted to stop talking to her or something. Sometimes i want to just grab charlie by the head and shake him back into reality. I made up my mind that if i ever run into michelle on the street, i would probably i have a few words with her. (i'd like to knock her on her ass, but i'm afraid i'd kill her)I wanted to tell you that it was really good to get to talk to you that night whn we drove around. i would have liked to stay out later, or even played monopoly, but i suddenly felt like i was going to vomit. I think i just don't handle negative people too well. for

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[berry327]

i'm really glad that we've gotten to be such good friends and i'm sure as time goes on we'll get closer. i think we can really talk to and understand each other. i dont agree with how charlie is handling the situation. he's just really digging himself into a bigger hole by lying to her. and the threatening to kill herself, well everyone knows she loves herself too much for that. and her threatening to kick my ass was a bit much considering i didnt do anything except walk through the door, to a place where im welcome from everyone except her. but enough about that...i was talking to runt the other day and we think that you, me, her, magz and even mom should go out for a girls day/night out. you also need to come out for my birthday!! ill call you later or tomorrow sweetie! luv ya!

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[marebear1745]

hello my dear boo....I <3 u soo soo much...do i sound like a lesbian??? or wait a bi-sexual that is all talk and no action??? hmm...anyhoo...if michele ever tries anything like what she did that night i will have a nice talk w/ her...after all you are my best friend....we've been through soo much together....from me breaking up the friendship to getting it back....i love you so much for more reasons than you know....and may i remind michele, who im sure will read this, if it wasn't for me she probably would have never been w/ Charlie and everyday I regret that i allowed it to happen.....

xOxO,
MaGdA

hugz `n` :*
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