God Im so drunk, I am blitzed. I really shouldnt have gone clubbing, it was pointless. Oh well.

I am not really sure if I should put this here, but I want to express it somehow. Its scary looking back at what you were, and realizing no matter how nice a person you are now that you never lose the bad parts, the really dark parts that you once were. Especially when a friend tells you just how close you came to stepping over the edge when you ( Read more... )

I dont know what's doing it, but lately I've been really hating Lynn, as I wrote awhile back she kidnapped Seth. Well apparently she killed him. As soon as I found this out I felt cheated, like someone took away something that was mine. He was mine to deal with, he threatened me, I swore to kill him the next time I ran across him. So Ive been ( Read more... )

Dont know why but suddenly I had the urge to look up a lot of my friends from SAIL, my last highschool. Honestly I couldnt get anything on any of them. Yes Softstars, I know you still read this. I havent forgotten you. Its almost like I miss those times, which I do in a fucked up way. I was more repressed then anything, but I had a certain peace, ( Read more... )

As some of you can tell Im still breathing, I will add in details later, but basically I made a deal with fate.
Tomorrow I start living up to part of my side of it.

Talked to gab, slept a lot today, listening to music now, not much else other then wallowing in self pity and such.

Just a quick little thing, or maybe not. Just I realized Ive been neglecting this. So I sat down and decided to just keep writing so long as things keep popping into my head ( Read more... )

Lynn you arogant bitch! You rob me of something I want and set me on a path Im sure will lead to my very death, and you say its for the fucking best! Stupid godforsaken SKANK! I hope you realize the rage you've started, and now Im letting it out here just to keep from exploding. NOW ON TO SETH! If I ever see your sexcrazed caligula wannabe ( Read more... )