ugh.

[berzycakes]

I just can't stomach drinking anymore and it's starting to interfere with my social life. Meaning I won't have one if I can't learn to drink again. thats so sad.

[WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST HANG OUT AND DO BEAUTIFUL SOBER THINGS TOGETHER WITHOUT BOOZE?!]

Comments

[the2ndhandkid]

[because everyone is ashamed of themselves as they is...]

you are very right about not having friends if you can't/don't drink...so chug a lug lady bug. you'll shot gun that beer and like it!

[berzycakes]

yeah, I've had to suck it up and drink anyways.

I guess I just can't stomach it because I'm worried since I just started taking the pill again and I've NOT been very careful about unprotected sex...

I have been taking all the necessary precautions not to kill the highly unlikely, but still possible fetus that due to my irresponsibility may be sharing a stomach with me.

I'm almost positive I'm not prego, but better safe than sorry. I would never want to have a baby that festered in tequila and beer at it's very first few moments of life.

[the2ndhandkid]

Yeah, if I ever had a babe that I had drank with even a little, I would be filled with so much guilt, and anything that was ever wrong with them would always be my fault.

[the2ndhandkid]

Exactly! I want to conceive a child in a body that I treat as a temple, not a garbage disposal. And I absolutely wouldn't want to get rid of it, since it wouldn't be such a bad time to have kids with me being done with school, but I only want to put clean safe and healthy things into my body if that were the case.

and this entire month has been filled with drunken nights moreso than usual since I don't drink that often anyways.

it's just always on my mind. I always treat my body as if im pregnant if there's even a chance just so I won't be faced with that dilemma.