to celebrate the new
i got new hair.
its hella cute.
i went back to red.
i always liked my hair red.
well, with the highlights
its kind of strawberry blonde.
still love it though.
new cut too.
silly as it sounds,
made me feel a little better
already.

dear boy.
i like you.
sincerely
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deep breath and release

this is letting go.

sleep came so peacefully.
it was like taking
that first big breath
after almost drowning.
gasping and shocked.
scared and overjoyed.

i am alone, but i am not lonely.

i opened my eyes
and sucked in the new air
of the new day
of the new life
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last night i learned
how i view myself
versus how others do.

not fun.

is it really so bad
to want to be looked at
like the rest of the world?

i am not skinny anymore
but i will be again
i do not have perfect skin
never have, never will
i am not gorgeous
plain jane is the name of my game
i do not have amazing talents
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and i know that i was warned
still it was not what i hoped
yes i know that i was warned
still it was not what i hoped

i think i'm done gunnin to get closer
to some imagined bliss
i gotta knuckle down
and just be ok with this
i'm gonna knuckle down
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six years
still feels like
six minutes.

miss.love.pray.

xoxo

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and she swears there's nothing wrong
i hear her playing that same old song

sometimes the old can be new.

yesterday was full of bum eyes
and fancy handshakes.
today was full of raw deals
and not enough time.
tomorrow is up to me.

nothing is right
but that is okay.
learning to deal
is suitng me well.

i said good morning gil.

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