today:
my monster ballads cds came.
i ordered the new full-length mute math.
i started to change my hair.
i shoveled out my car.
you perpetuated your lies.

when i said i was fine
when i said i was gone
when i said i didnt care...

...i might have lied.

why does it hurt
at the most random moments?

honesty was always the best policy
just one we never stuck to.

thank you, and goodnight.

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60 hours beats 2 minutes.
you think thats sad?
it kinda is.

absence makes
the heart
grow
fonder
weaker.

think before speaking.
your tounge can be sharper
than most weapons in
the world.

growth leads to change.
change leads to loss
and gain.

sometimes, words commonly
laced with
venom
can instill confidence.
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things go up
and things come down.
here's to hoping
there is fly paper
on my
ceiling.

ha.

***

turning and shifting
suits me better
than i imagined.

t.o.u.g.h.

***

pain on thursday,
one way or
a.noth.er.

***

oh dear sweet friend
i will be with you
until the end.

***

pieces out

im really lonely (not just romantically...)
and i dont know who
to go to
to fix it.

the few places
i feel that i can,
i fear that i cant.
the one place
i feel that i can,
i know that i cant.

disconnected.

lost in song.
lost in thought.
lost in memory.

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