so, i'm dreaming (again, i do this alot). it's probably... 4AM ( Read more... )

i’m yelling, loudly stomping and pleading for attention.
you’re walking away!
i pull your shirt, you’re already five feet ahead.
i cry, i’m crying: you keep walking.

fortunately i wake up and it was only a dream.
of something long gone.

it has to be clean ( Read more... )

in the midst of remembrance, I felt like a fool ( Read more... )

so, i'm avoiding going out. i really don't like the idea of hanging out with drunk people. plus, i'm very tired. sitting on your ass for hours on a road trip can wear a girl out ( Read more... )

i've had a lot of pent up anger lately, and i have no idea where it's coming from ( Read more... )

I LOVED YOU FIRST

poca favilla gran fiamma seconda. - DANTE.
ogni altra cosa, ogni pensier va fore,
e sol ivi con voi rimansi amore. - PETRARCA.

i loved you first: but afterwards your love
outsoaring mine, sang such a loftier song
as drowned the friendly cooings of my dove.
which owes the other most? my love was long,
and yours one ( Read more... )

about an x ( Read more... )

he was asking me questions. i was in between reality and a dream. he was still a nuisance. i answered and he wasn't there, content i shut my eyes. but he remained haunting me. i told him it was over. i told him to leave me alone. to take what he wanted but leave ( Read more... )

three. since i last laughed at your jokes ( Read more... )