Last night was the first night in as long as I could remember that I felt like I was part of a group of friends.  I drove home with a constant smile on my face (at 4 am, lol).  Four of my good friends (one of which was my best friend) from high school who I hadn't seen in at least 6 months and I hung out.  We went to West End and drank a little and ( Read more... )

and to top it all off, my dog is gone.

Someone let her out.  She's gone.

Last straw.         

I am SO mad.  SO mad.

I hate being lied to and I hate being stolen from.  This has happened to me on multiple occaisions in the past week or so.

and it doesn't even have to do with Alex.

*sigh*

dramadramadramadrama

ugh.  I hate being a girl.  PMS turns me into a completley different person.  Sucks ( Read more... )

My life has changed so much in the past week.  It blows my mind.

After all of this stuff with Alex happened I moved to my mom's.  I've been living there for the past week.  I'm at the house now, though.  I had to take care of some stuff in Conway.

I was having a really hard time until I talked to Alex yesterday.  We had a really good, pretty long ( Read more... )

Grief is slowly turning into anger.  I guess thats a step in the right direction.  I'd rather be angry than constantly crying and feeling sorry for myself.  Don't get me wrong, I'm not finished crying, but I'm not having panic or screaming attacks anymore.

Being at my mom's helps a lot.  There isn't anything here that reminds me of him, which is ( Read more... )

I always thought that people who poured their hearts out in their LJs were ridiculous...but right now its all I've got ( Read more... )

I dont know whats going on.  It's like he woke up this morning and decided that he doesn't love me anymore.  Thats pretty much all there is to it.  He won't even speak to me.

It doesnt make sense.  He's packing his things right now.  Thats it.  No more.  I dont know what happened.  I can't stop crying.  I thought we were doing so well.  I'm so

I havent done a real entry in a while, so here's whats going on with me ( Read more... )

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