So... I think Ive finally made the decision that has been really bothering me for months. Im really scared that I made the wrong decision but I dont know... I just really feel that its the best one for me... I just hope that it doesnt have a bad impact on a relationship that means the world to me... but I dont think it will. As long as we both keep ( Read more... )

So I got my report card today and I have a 94 in science and somehow I only have an 80 in Coop. I think its cuz Im four weeks behind on my time sheets... might have something to do with it. Im a little bit tired right now... but I dont have to get up and go to school tomorrow so I think Ill be ok. Probably gonna head over to tas's house tomorrow ( Read more... )

So Thursday put on a pretty awesome show last night. Its weak that the other bands didnt show up... the opening band... the grey? I think.... was fucking terrible. Maybe its just me but I thought it was aweful. Im a little disappointed about the fact that I didnt get the chance to do something that I had been waiting to do last night because I ( Read more... )

So tonights the Thursday concert... cant wait... its gonna be so awesome. Jay, Linz, Lianna, Jenna, and Shelly and I are all going in early cuz linzis teeth are screwy and she needs to get them fixed:P I dotn know how we are gonna kill time... we will have like... A few hours to waste anyways... food would be nice. Im so excited! Gah... I wish it ( Read more... )

Im feeling a little sick to my stomache right now. The last two days have gone pretty well, yesterday I had alot of fun. But then I got up this morning, tired as hell and I just started thinking about everything all over again. I keep thinking its going to get easier but its not. I know that I cant expect it to just be okay already... but Im sick ( Read more... )

So glad this week is over, new week, new days, and warmer weather are comming! Im probably gonna get to play some basketball this weekend... that is if I can remember how to run... man its been forever since Ive played... feels like years. Ill probably get my ass kicked but it will be worth it... I miss basketball. Should be fun anyways... it'll ( Read more... )

So the past two days have been pretty slack... no school really. Still have alot of things to deal with but already things are starting to feel better. Only time will tell but there is no doubt in my mind that time is on my side and things will work out nicely. Still feeling pretty hurt but Im sure my wounds will heal and Ill feel stronger in the ( Read more... )

To some peoples dismay, Ive decided to give this another shot... there was alot of thinking involved in my decision and I realized that I need to be more careful in where I place my trust, this time, my trust is going to have to be earned... and hopefully once it is, it isnt lost again over a really really stupid mistake... because then it will be ( Read more... )

For the longest time I was afraid to let anything into my life that might actually make me happy. I was scared that letting someone into my heart and letting someone help me to feel whole for once in my life would inevitably lead to pain. But a very special person in my life (linz) worked hard to get me to forget about old scars and taught me how ( Read more... )