So i'll backtrack a little. monday me, my parents, beth, and most of her family went to pennsylvania to see jessica's wedding. it's crazy to think of her married now since she's the same age as me and i've known her since i was about 9 or 10. i hope her marriage goes amazing and they last. the food was really good though which made up for the ( Read more... )

yesterday the jones had a bbq at their house to get to know all their neighbors. they are all spread out and everyone kind of keeps to themselves. aloooot if people showed up.i went with beth to pick up nelson from ellis hospital where he works. so it was kind of awkward at this thing, since 1) i didn't know anyone there(besides my family and beth' ( Read more... )

i went for a walk yesterday to look for job apps. i'm pretty upset because they tore down all the trees along state and route 5. now it's just this big open space that looks like a construction site or a farm with just dirt and hay. it's so ugly. i want the trees back. our city is dying more and more each day.

Ugh, I have so much rage in me right now, i wanted to yell at random people but i can't even do that. i'm too FUCKING NICE. i'm always such a nice person. i can't even vent to people when i'm angry. POI*&A^!! i don't like others knowing i'm upset, usually because it's not anything in particular, or it isn't anything they'd understand and explaining ( Read more... )

i've been sick the past few days. yay. most of my family have been sick and i was doing a good job avoiding it but it finally got me. i'm not SUPER beddridden sick but it's really hard to breathe, and when i wake up my throat hurts. so i've been super dehydrated and such. ian mentioned yesterday it could be strep throat, but i couldn't see any of ( Read more... )

i just got back from a long walk to paige school and to barnes and nobles. it was REALLY nice outside today. i love this spring weather. i was extremly suprised and happy to see an entry in kevin's livejournal today when i logged in. that really relieved a load off my shoulders that i hadn't realized was there. i wrote up his letter and i'm sending ( Read more... )

Ian hasn't been on the last couple days. :[ I missss him.i'm used to talking to him until 8am or later now. LOL. it's most likely a good thing though that he's not constantly on, he's got to work still, and he mentioned he'd been getting behind because he'd been spending so much time talking to me late into the morning online. i'd feel bad if i ( Read more... )

i'm really pissed off right now. my mom mentioned earlier she said she could prolly drive me out, and now she changed her mind. and on top of that i haven't had much sleep the last several days(less than usual) and i've had a headache all day. i took something for it but it's not healping too much. at leats she said she'd take me, tomorrow after ( Read more... )

just got home from a walk. it's suprisingly not that cold out.my mom got me to watch some modeling show with her. it was pretty stupid. she'd fallen asleep during random parts like she always does at night with the tv lol anywayss here's a survey ( Read more... )

not much to write about, just updating to try and keep more updated because i'm bad at that. it's 10 to 8 and i've not been to bed yet. i've been watching star trek, listening to NIN, and drinking tea all day. i can't WAIT for watchmen to come out on friday. i've been waiting for that movie to be out in theaters for a long time now ( Read more... )