so it's been a couple months. let's see how i can keep this short and sweet. a few new things and some things that seem to be consistently the same. i'll start with allison. there was quite a bit of drama for a little bit there. it was her for the first time though. i don't really want to even get into it to spare myself from thinking about ( Read more... )

so this weekend was rater uneventful. friday i went to the movies with jen and her sister jill. jill is 21 (just 1 year younger than jen) and she looks just like jen except taller. let me tell you how scared i was. i mean i would have been nervous enough if it was just jen but add the sister in and yeah...it was terrifying. we saw the ( Read more... )

alright well let's see...i'll just do this by a day by day thing ( Read more... )

wow...i'm telling you what...i never realized how much the weather affects my mood. seriously i'm loving the warm sunshine outside...it just puts a huge smile on my face no matter what. so i'm sitting in the computer lab and i should be working on some online quizzes that i'm way behind in but that just doesn't sound like fun...so i'm going to ( Read more... )

i suppose it's time to update again. let's start with the fact that i'm doing much better than i did while i wrote the last post. and better yet i think allison is too. we are working on things...slowly but we still are. she just needs time to hopefully forgive me...and to get back to working on being the happy us. i'm willing to put in all ( Read more... )

i suck at life. it seems that every good thing i've ever had...i fuck it up somehow. let me fill you in. allison and i have been "together" now for one year and almost 3 months. but the last few months have been rough. why that is i don't know. it's not like it's all bad...of course it's not. but i'm just realizing how much work a ( Read more... )

i'm bored at school again...i should be working on some homework but that doesn't sound like fun at all. last night was jamie h's 21st birthday so we went out to BFE. i hate that bar. it was so packed and i kept getting run into by snotty girls. they were hot...but snotty. jamie was so drunk i think she kissed me like 20 times and told me she ( Read more... )

so last night at dodgeball we lost...again. i'm so pissed because we really should have one. we play 5 games and we went into the last game at 2-2 so we blew it. we were at a disadvantage from the start thought because it's supposed to be 3 girls and 3 guys but we only had 2 of our guys show up so we had to run with 4 girls and just 2 guys. it' ( Read more... )

woooooo...i'm in a terrific mood. i have no idea why really but i won't question it...i'll just go with it. dodgeball tonight...i'm excited about that and hopefully we'll play a more "mellow" team tonight and actually win. i'm ready to go balls out because last week i felt like shit and now i feel great. should be fun. what else is new? ( Read more... )

so it's been awhile but what can i say i've been busy. not really just lazy i guess. spring break came and went already and nothing too big happened. AHH except the starting line concert which was a fucking blast. it was just me, allison, my sister, her friend, rachel, holly and john but it was amazing. especially since when we were walking ( Read more... )