im feeling a little better. Last night, Jaime and I ended up talking for maybe a little over an hour, just about life and girls and france and stuff,which was good,because usually we just make vulgar comments and insuls about people and just goof around,but a serious talk with someone is what I needed. I think we might play basketball today(except ( Read more... )

i feel really emotional drained. I've been napping all day, downloading CDs in prep for my voyage home next week, and crying for 5-10 seconds at random times. I knew some sort of breakup was going to happen. Our lives just don't correlate. I'll be in Europe for now 3 semesters,she wants to work in casinos and hotels during her summers, and just ( Read more... )

and so it's over. We just spent like 30-45 minutes discussing how to improve the situation. The consensus that we came up with was basically an open relationship. For one,i don't even have time to see other people. And not even that,but I just simply don't want to. But i would always put other's happiness before mine, and it hurts her that much ( Read more... )

I don't know what the hell is going on. Gayle and I just spoke on the phone for 30 minutes,and based on how the convo was going,I'm under the assumption that we're going to break up,and of course it really saddens me. I talked to Alyse and Patrick, who have had arguably shitty long-distance relationships.They think they're some underlying meaning ( Read more... )

Yet another interesting day.I had to work 10-2,but it wasn't that bad,because,surprise surprise,we're having a snow storm! So the store wasn't busy,but of course i took me 15 minutes to get the snow off of my car,and it was to the point where it was packing on faster than i could get it off,so i said screw it and drove. Driving in snow..sucks. On ( Read more... )

Ok,so yesterday I fully completed my head garmets. It's "tres bien" Not sure how to post pics,but I'll figure that out some other time.

But tonight,after I got back from work,I noticed Jaime was wearing his Livestrong bracelet. Overcome by the desire to rip the things to shreds,i grabbed it,pulling on it trying to break it.Took jaime by surprise, ( Read more... )

Hm,that's interesting,the entry i just wrote isn't showing up.Maybe i did it under nhersh ( Read more... )

on a happy note,im glad ddr and the word mysterical are now highly incorporated into highschool/band life. But on a sad note,we've been analyzing advertisements and girls as young as FOUR are going on diets,sick. On a happier note,ive mastered driving in snow...

im such a shitty boyfriend. I cant describe how sorry and regretful I am for how I've neglected my girlfriend and all she's done for me. It took me 8-10 years to tell my dad that i hate him. It took me about 4 years to tell Chunny he's the biggest piece of shit ive ever met. And yet, hate is so much easier to display than love, and I feel like I ( Read more... )

school makes me happy. People here can make me laugh and not think about stuff. I like my gator maskl people say i look like hannibal lecter. The shitty play i chose for french theatre also ended up getting the most votes like in my 202. I have a couple hours of italian homework to do by thursday morning. I can't go to Tom's show cuz I have to take ( Read more... )