its way too late... i know that. sleeping 14 hours - over double what i would normally sleep has messed with my body clock... am just going with it
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heh... i personally dont like the term shrink.. just because it doesnt make much sense!
i know its ok to feel lost and confused... but ive been feeling this way for far too long... and i wonder if yves is right.. and whether i actually //don't// want to get out of it.... and if he is, where the hell does that leave me!?
right now, im just too aware of the fact ive alienated someone who was actually willing to give me a chance, and an offer of friendship and help... if i take that and throw it back in someones face then surely i deserve everything i get? yves is right.. ignorance is no excuse.... i cant communicate with the world, im terrified of myself, let alone everything and everyone else.. it it any wonder that im having trouble... :S
bah. im venting now... nearly 4am will do that though.
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It's okay to be lost and confused though. I hope you start feeling better in time. ::hugs::
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i know its ok to feel lost and confused... but ive been feeling this way for far too long... and i wonder if yves is right.. and whether i actually //don't// want to get out of it.... and if he is, where the hell does that leave me!?
right now, im just too aware of the fact ive alienated someone who was actually willing to give me a chance, and an offer of friendship and help... if i take that and throw it back in someones face then surely i deserve everything i get? yves is right.. ignorance is no excuse.... i cant communicate with the world, im terrified of myself, let alone everything and everyone else.. it it any wonder that im having trouble... :S
bah. im venting now... nearly 4am will do that though.
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