heartbroken

[bestiavolaticus]

ill never be good enough.... and i had the right one... he had me, but it looks like he doesnt want me despite EVERYTHING that was said... i havent cried properly in a long time... and now im hoping for a miracle... wish i believed in them.

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[drone_dragon]

Insecurities?

[bestiavolaticus]

on who's part.... on mine yes and ive been honest about them... the last text i got from him went along te lines of "im a used up old wreck you can do better" almost verbatim actually.
ive said that i dont want better i want him... but... now i just blame myself for letting myself fall in the first place.... leads to nothign but trouble and pain.