LORELAI: Hey, did anyone ever think that maybe Sylvia Plath wasn't crazy, she was just cold ( Read more... )

i wish that once, just once, i could excel above other people and get what i want.

i know i have a lot and i know i should be grateful and thankful, which i am. but once,  why can't i have a little bit more?

i am hungry ( Read more... )

this afternoon while sitting in french class minding my own business and listening to the teacher my mind started translating it all into Italian. bad sign? i think not.

i also got a laugh out of the class when i said i read 'alice in wonderland' in french. why? i have no idea.

wino wednsday tomorrow. && i have good wine to drink.

another school year starts again. g.ross ( Read more... )

it's 4 am. and i'm not tired. the end.

is fiona apple really the man hater that everyone makes her out to be?
i dont think so. okay. maybe so.
maybe i should stop listening to man-haters so i can get married like my father wants.

yesterday i almost quit my work to go back to marching band.

i'm glad i didnt do that because then i would have to go to football games. and i made 300 dollars for the university last night.

in other news
my room is starting to look like a room. i have a bed. i have sheets on that bed. i have a carpet. i have a chair other than my computer chair. i' ( Read more... )

i wish that i liked what i see when i look in the mirror.

today when my father was lecturing me he corrected himself when he said "when you have children" instead he said, "if you have childred."
i wish i could be seen as a success even if i don't get married and have children. why isnt it a success that i will be the first girl in our family to get ( Read more... )

overall this summer has been wonderful and i am so happy for that.

i think i'm going to throw up.
i can't believe it.
can't believe it at all.
why are summers always the worst of times?