Sometimes I think I'm going crazy.

[betawatcher]

Sometimes I wonder if I have a disease or something. I've always wondered to myself, why did I turn to a self-blaming scaredy cat? When

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[hwoosh]

Oh believe me it happens, so don't feel too bad about it. Why do you think people here wanna get out of their parents' houses so bad? xD
In any case, I hope you feel better! :)

[betawatcher]

I do feel better already :D But then it's cos I don't stay depressed/ angry for a long time.

[hakuchin]

You probably can't do it becaue your heart doesn't want to

[betawatcher]

*cuddles back* ;A;

That's why I don't hurt myself even if I do have those thoughts - cos I think it's a bit of a waste. I still have a lot to do in this life!

Yup, that's gonna be a really hard habit to break. But I will keep trying >.<

Really, thanks for the advice...

[hakuchin]

Haha no problem. It really is hard to change. I myself m still changing it too, since I'm way too cautious around people and tend to blame myself for their mistakes. However, I think I'm getting better at it... probably. I'm not really sure. What I know is that I start to not care about their opinions. Which is really hard to learn too but also a good thing sometimes ^^

Yeah, you should figure out another way ^^ I don't know about your family but won't trying to talk to them do any good? Like "You know, I'm in a really bad mood because you do this without me offending you. People don't do that." or something like this?